The last three months have been like an emotional roller coaster. Either just OK or very low. I can’t remember the last time I laughed or really smiled.
The anti-depressant drugs mean my weight has ballooned which is terrifying for me as, whatever else has been going on in ly life, I have been able to control my weight. Not necessarily in a healthy way – with starving myself and laxatives playing a big role.
Over the past couple of weeks I’ve been eating fat free yoghurt – the bloating in my stomach has certainly gone down. Is it wishful thinking? Still far too large for my height but I will not be beaten.
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